Well I get into these little funks every now and then. Where I just feel very passive. Usually when I get in these ruts I find myself doing a lot of things that don’t involve much input on my part. I haven’t even been much into gaming lately. I’d rather do something that I can just absorb and not have to push something forward, whether it’s a character, thought, a project, a goal or what not.
I’ve actually spent a decent amount of time just looking up random topics on wikipedia just to soak up a quick general understanding of things I’ve never really put much thought into before. Make myself a little more well rounded, if you will. Sure you can’t trust wiki for a lot of details, but they usually get the big picture of a topic pretty well.
I’ve been watching a lot of Big Bang Theory catching up on Season 1 & 2, and just discovered that Quantum Leap is on Hulu now! Man I LOVED that show. Can’t believe that it is 20 years old!
I haven’t even made a post on any of my regular message boards for a couple weeks, and I’ve been on my messenger almost as scarcely. It’s weird to not feel like doing things I know I like to do.
I think part of it is I’m just not passionate about anything right now. As far back as I can remember, whatever it is I’ve been interested in at the time, I’ve been fanatical about it. Whether it was Mario Kart, the Toronado, building computers, the old radios, or whatever. Not to say I’m not interested in those things anymore, I’m just not passionate about much of anything right now.
I think the best thing to do is to just ride it out and see where I end up. I know I’m not going to feel lethargic forever. I just need some kind of spark. But for now I apologize for being somewhat of a hermit lately. I’m sure SOMETHING interesting will happen.